Estela

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MATURE CONTENT and VULGAR words not suited for young readers below eighteen (18) years old.

 

Chapter 39: Discarded Memories

 

Little Stela . . . are you alright?

 

I breathed for air when I saw his face just inches from mine, in his tight embrace, the moment I woke up.

 

Go away!

 

I panicked and pushed him away. He was surprised by my sudden outburst and released me. I got to my feet and sprinted away from him, but he grabbed my wrist before I could even put distance between us.

 

Estela, Stop! I wont do anything!

 

He tightened his grip, but I couldnt feel nor hear anything. The only thing which mattered was to get away from him as soon as possible. Or my existence will be in danger!

 

I shouted and pulled my hand away.

 

Estela, stop! Its dangerous to run at night!

 

I paused and wandered my gaze.

 

Its true.

 

It was already night time, and only the fire of the burnt wood served as our light and warmth.

 

Are you hungry? I prepared our dinner.”

 

I faced him and noticed those impaled fishes grilled above the fire.

 

Grumble!

My cheeks burned as he softly laughed.

 

I couldnt help but pout when he continued to laugh at me.

 

I cant help it!

 

It had been a whole day that I didnt eat anything.

 

Ill let you go, but promise me you wont run away,” he said while his eyes were not leaving my face, assisting my reaction.

 

I met his gaze, discerning if he would do something to me, and when I found it wasnt the case, it was when I nodded.

 

He smiled and let me go.

 

Im sorry about hugging you. Your body was shivering so I . . .”

 

He didnt finish his sentence as he averted his gaze, looking all flush, and a smile escaped my lips.

 

I quickly shook it away.

 

He breathed before he went to grabbed a fish and gave it to me. His eyes were kind while his lips were smiling.

 

Here.”

 

I took the fish, still maintaining my guard against him. One wrong move, and I would dash away.

 

But first, I had to feed myself to replenish my energy.

 

Ill leave you alone, and I promise to put distance between us . . . so please . . . dont run away from me again.”

 

My heart shook when he pleaded that I nodded without thought. He smiled once more and sat on the root of a large tree.

 

When I was sure he wouldnt do anything, I sat on the opposite tree root before chomping the fish.

 

Not long after, I finished eating the fishes. When only one fish remained, I glanced at him, and it was when I noticed he was just staring at me with a smile on his lips.

 

I avoided his passionate gaze, couldnt bear to see it.

 

Dont worry. Ive already eaten.”

 

How could he know what I was thinking?

 

I frowned and grabbed the last fish, and chomped it all down.

 

You can rest after if you want. Ill stand guard.”

 

I retraced his gaze, and that was when I noticed our little shelter was doubled.

 

He probably built it a while ago.

 

I sighed in relief when I realized he was not entirely useless.

 

Somehow, I was comforted at the thought that the person stuck with me on this island knew how to stay alive.

 

Even I didnt expect I could survive in this wilderness. I thought I had trained for this somehow. Thus, my brain and body naturally responded and adapted to these kinds of situations.

 

I remained quiet while he leaned against the tree as he supported his chin with one hand while he stared at me with a smile on his lips.

 

He was like a love-struck fool watching his crush.

 

I blushed at the thought.

 

He is my boyfriend?

 

I couldnt remember him. Like everything else, only remembered familiar sensation.

 

What now? What should I do?

 

I dont want to be with him.

 

I might love him in the past, but now . . . he is just a stranger to me.

 

Should I tell him to break up?

 

But what will happen when I regain my memory?

 

But what if I dont?

 

I sighed.

 

My head hurts at the different thoughts battling in my head.

 

I glanced once more at him. Well, at least he didnt keep pushing, and he said he would back away.

 

Does that mean he wont bother me anymore?

 

I felt relive and sad at the same time. Which was a weird feeling.

 

Im not falling for him . . . am I?

 

I shook my head.

 

Impossible.

 

I didnt want to be near him. I was too scared of what he might do to me.

 

Could he bring back my memories? Was that why my brother stranded us here together?

 

Do I even want my memories back?

 

No. I dont.

 

I inhaled for air when I realized my feelings.

 

I dont want my memories to return?

 

Is that normal?

 

Why?

 

I felt living like this, free and un-constricted like a newborn, rediscovering the world once more . . . was nice.

 

So that was why I dont like this man.

 

Associating with him might bring my memories back.

 

I took mental note to put distance between us.

 

And . . .

I have to tell him to break up and stop associating himself with me any longer.

 

But what if I regain my memories? My love for him?

 

. . .

 

. . .

 

I shook my head.

 

Ill have to deal with it when it comes. The important thing is to live in the present.

 

There must be a reason why I lost my memories in the first place and a reason why I didnt want them back.




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